Knowing that she really wasn't doing well, he truly hated himself.
If back then, he had kept thinking, kept reminding himself, as long as she was happy it would be enough, would she… would she have been a little happier?
He had always thought that in this life he had never truly wronged anyone, yet only at this very moment did he realize he had owed her an entire lifetime!!
It took him far too long to understand that she hadn't left because she didn't love him, but by then, she had already been driven to utter despair by him…
She refused to see him ever again. It was different from every time before; that time, she didn't leave a single word for him, just slipped away without a sound…
Because that time, she really was leaving, and never wanted to come back…
How desperate must a person be to vanish from his life so quietly, so completely?
He had thought she couldn't keep her promise; in the end, it turned out it was him who had hurt her so deeply.
