Ou Lan's words touched the most sensitive part of Hei Chai's heart, causing her to reflect deeply.
After leaving the hospital, she put away all her disguises, driving with a heavy expression, thinking about her heavy worries all the way.
What should she do?
She finally understood, she did not want to lose Xie Shichen, and if he insisted on marriage, she was willing to give it.
At this moment, she didn't want to lose him; if she did lose him, it would be such a devastating pain that she would feel like her bones were being ripped out and burned, then even in the future if she loses him, it would be no more painful than it is now.
Since that's the case, why let herself feel pain now, and why worry about a future where the sorrowful ending she imagines might not happen?
She wants Xie Shichen.
Wants to keep him with her sincerest efforts.
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