Why is Hei Chai upset? Because she can't force Xie Shichen to come out.
She's been waiting for Xie Shichen to appear, even if he just got angry at her, but he just doesn't show up. It's as if he doesn't even know about the huge news she's making, yet the news of his impending marriage keeps coming.
Her heart was about to turn cold.
It feels like when a man becomes heartless, he really doesn't care about any old feelings.
She's made up her mind, no matter what, today she will definitely succeed in holding hands with a man and make sure the whole country sees she's going to get married.
When she made this decision, she also thought, if Xie Shichen knew she was getting married, how would he react? Would he be as upset as she is when hearing about his marriage, feeling anguished?
She doesn't know what he's thinking.
So she feels miserable.
She thinks that this huge scene she's causing didn't make him show up, so he must not care about her at all.
