Emperor Yan's question, Wufu had asked him this, and he had also asked himself privately in the stillness of the night. But whether he truly hoped for his recovery or his death, he wasn't sure.
Upon learning of the heinous and filthy deeds he had done to the Royal Mother, he wished for his immediate death, wished to kill him with his own hands.
But when the Imperial Astronomical Observatory said the Emperor Star was going to fall, when Emperor Yan really was taking steps toward death, his hatred seemed less intense.
To him, Emperor Yan was both a brother and a father, and Ah Jiu's feelings towards him were sincere. Otherwise, he wouldn't have felt so disappointed and angry upon learning of his feelings and deeds towards the Royal Mother.
It was precisely because his feelings were sincere that he was so conflicted, especially when he saw him frail and weak, on the verge of collapse at any moment, Ah Jiu felt some reluctance.
