It's almost like once you have it, you don't cherish it anymore.
But Lian Xinying never thought about finding an unrealistic sense of presence online.
She had Yan Ye, she lacked nothing, she didn't need to possess anything else.
"Yan Ye, sometimes I want to hide you away, I don't want others to see you... They'd definitely want you when they see how outstanding you are, but I can't lose you, nor do I want others to compete for you... Can I hide you away? I can't... You have to work, you have to earn money to support me and the kids... I'm not strong enough yet, I still have to have children..."
The words spoken by Lian Xinying were uttered without much thought, saying whatever came to mind, so they were a bit chaotic.
After mentioning the kids, Lian Xinying realized she was staying up late.
So she began to force herself to sleep.
The next morning, when Lian Xinying woke up, Yan Ye was no longer by her side.
Lian Xinying glanced at the time; it wasn't very late!
