The only thing she finds hard to let go of by doing this is her children.
However, even if she can't bear to part with her children, her body is in such a condition; she is ultimately destined to die.
So, in just a few dozen seconds, she made a decision to stop dreaming about being with Shangguan Xiu from now on.
...
No one here knows An Xiaomian's thoughts or her illness.
Everyone just thinks she suddenly came to her senses and wants to avenge the Old King.
Chen Yao also thinks that it was his earlier harsh words to An Xiaomian that made her wake up to the realization that love isn't more important than familial bonds.
He couldn't help but say, "Xiao Mian, I was indeed too impulsive earlier. Rest assured, this matter truly has nothing to do with Shangguan Xiu, and we won't blame him. But if he dares to blame you, then you don't need him. You'll be the princess of Country K, and you won't have to worry about finding another man."
