He was always timid.
He wanted to avoid being a burden, to escape, so that Mo Shangjun and the others could take risks; yet he also thought of just going on like this, accepting Mo Shangjun's care, striving to hold on, and trying to stay.
Feeling guilty, timid, extremely conflicted.
While sitting here, he took out the flare countless times, wanting to launch it and end his journey with the special forces.
However, every time he moved to do it, a stirring selfishness stopped him.
He told himself, there's no need to go that far. Since Mo Shangjun decided, he would pretend to know nothing, unaware of that shortcut, ignorant of being a burden... pretend to know nothing and keep going.
This is a team, and he should feel ashamed for dragging down his teammates, but it's not an unforgivable crime.
So, he comforted himself countless times.
A minute before Mo Shangjun arrived, he was just defeated by that selfish mood, shamelessly putting the flare back in his pocket.
