Song Yunchi's whole body went stiff, he didn't even have the strength to lift his arm.
It was as if all the strength in his body had been sucked out in an instant.
Listening to Lu Meng begging and sobbing word by word, his heart was a mess of mixed feelings. He couldn't tell what exactly he was feeling, only that it hurt.
How much did it hurt?
He wanted her to stop talking, to stop kneeling, wanted her to try and understand him a little too. It wasn't that he couldn't give Jingxing to her.
It was that… once he gave Jingxing to her, he would have nothing left.
Clutching Jingxing and refusing to let go was just his way of holding on to the last bit of connection between them.
If he lost even Jingxing, this last bond, he didn't know if he would still have any way to coax her back.
He truly didn't know what to do anymore.
"I'm begging you, I really am begging you. Give Jingxing back to me, okay?"
