Lucian's pov;
Out of no where,I just got pissed,I grabbed her by her hair,and made her look up at me. I then let go and told her to leave,since I wasn't erecting and my mind was filled with only Hazel.
"But sire, you're not satisfied."she said still on her knees. I then glared at her.
"That's the point,just leave!"I ordered her. She quickly fixed her garments and stood to walk towards the door,she turned to look at me.
"Call the maid in for me."I ordered.
She bowed as she agreed to it then left closing the door behind her.
I was so mad, that I turned to my desk,threw all the books on the floor and including the meal I that was brought. I headed to the windows smashed them making my knuckles to bleed heavily. "Why won't you leave?"I asked the demon inside me. "I don't wanna hurt her,I really wanna see her but I'm too dangerous for her."I whispered.
I heard the door being knocked twice,after my permission,the maid I sent for got in. I turned towards her,she rose her head and stared at my bleeding knuckles. She gasped and headed to me with a white cloth in her hand,she tried to wipe off the blood but I stopped her.
"Just make my bath." I ordered her.
She nodded, bowed then quickly went to my room to prepare it. She had left the cloth in my hand,so I wiped the blood,and the scars had already healed. I quickly got out of the study heading to my room to take a bath.
I was done and I had already wored the clothes that were set for me. I wore a black shirt, black pants,black shoes and my hair had been dried which I let it loose falling on my shoulders.
I then heard a knock on the door,after my permission one of my guards got in.
"His highness, someone is here to see you." He said.
"Who?"
"Prince Rafael..." He state then I glared at him.
"What were my orders?" I asked him.
"Not to let anyone in..." He said.
"And you deliberately disobeyed me!" I said getting angry.
"I'm sorry sire,he got in by force..."he tried to explain.
"Don't bother, just tell him to leave." I ordered. Then he just stood there like a statue, I turned away from the mirror, and looked at him. He was still bowing his head. " Didn't you hear me?" I questioned.
"I'm sorry his highness but he said he is not leaving until he talks to you,he said it's about her high highness, your wife." He state and didn't alter another word.
I then waved for him to leave. Whatever it is,I knew I had to listen to what he was saying. I got out of the room after tying my hair in a ponytail. I quickly headed down stairs,into the living room and found Rafael sitting on the sofa, drinking a cup of hot chocolate since the scent was so strong I could smell it. I stepped on the last staircase and walked inside the room. He finally noticed my presence.
" Little brother!"he called looking enthusiastic.
I just stared at him,very unbothered about his mood." Just tell me what you have come to say." I state.
He placed his tea on the table. " Have a seat first brother." He said grinning widely. I sat because I really wanted to know his deal.
"You know the whole kingdom is worried, we're wondering why you left without even saying anything." He said then cut half of his muffin and handed the half one to me. I declined but he insisted,then I took it.
"I left for my own personal reasons." I said.
"Well you would have atleast inform father about it,he keeps asking about you in the meetings." Rafael said. I thought it was awkward because why would they be worried and I know my entire family wants me dead already.
" Oh and our next mission,you should be there, we'll join forces with..." He explained.
"Rafael,I just want to know about Hazel, I don't care about the rest." I cut him.
We made eye contact then he smirked. He stopped eating,then wiped his mouth with the napkin.
"She told me to look for you." He said.
"And how is she, did Pierre hurt her or did father do anything?" I asked worried.
"No, your men take their role really seriously, it was hard for me to see her to." He said.
I was so relieved to hear those words.
"But..." He said. That made my heart skip a beat,and I felt anxious.
"What is it? " I questioned.
"She's lonely, sad and she is skipping her meals,oh and sometimes locking herself in the room, probably crying." Rafael said.
"I couldn't hear his heart racing so he wasn't lying one bit.
"So she's stressed." I concluded.
"What do you expect Lucian,of course she has a right to be stressed,and you just leave without telling her anything,then you're here rolling around in the sheets with your concubines. Do you know what will happen if father finds out about this? You know they'll be killed all of them,and you will be punished brother." Rafael said.
He then stood from the seat. "Come back home please,not for me,father,or our brothers,but for her,she cares alot. Whatever logical reason that made you leave,I know she'll understand brother,just stop torturing her." He said then proceed to walk towards the main door.
"Raf," I called making him to turn. "Tell her I'm okay,and I'll be back." I said. He just nodded and walked out after the door was opened by my guards. I watched him through the window as he left with his men back to Malecius Kingdom.
His words got so stuck in my head,I knew I had to go back and he was right,I shouldn't have left like that.
The head maid stood behind me. "His highness your lunch is ready, I made another one since you didn't eat earlier." She said.
I turned once I didn't see Rafael anymore. I headed to the dinning room so I could eat my lunch.
***
Later that night before I went to bed,I ordered my men to prepare themselves for we were leaving the next day. I was in my chamber sitting on my couch as my maids packed my luggage, I wanted to make sure early in the morning, we'll start our journey back to the kingdom,and finally I could see my beloved Hazel. Once everything was set,they all left my room, so I could rest after that long day. I made clear instructions that not any of my concubines should come in tonight.
Before I got to bed, I got in the bathroom to brush my teeth,as soon I was done. I stared at my reflection,for a moment I saw my fangs,I got curious and traced my tongue through them. I suddenly got blood lust, making my golden eyes to turn into crimson. I quickly shook my head,and it disappeared making it look like it was all just an illusion. I switched off the lights and headed to bed, before I start imagining things.