In the darkness, I am still afraid, don't leave me alone, I want to hear a firm answer.
Xia Jing said she knew from the beginning that her husband loved her dearly, but she never imagined that his love for her could reach such a level. Sometimes, when she thinks about everything she has done, deep inside, she feels touched. She once hurt him, yet he is willing to give everything to love her, to abandon everything for her, and for her, who can be unimportant, who can not care?
Perhaps Teacher Zeng's demands were too excessive, causing everything to slowly deviate from her most beloved ending. Again she wonders if she truly knows what she is doing; having abandoned everything, everything relates back to her lost son. She never truly lost just a bit of something, but why does she never know how to cherish, always waiting until everything disappears, until everyone she cares about has left her, and only then does she realize her mistake, that all she wanted was just a simple life.
