Who doesn't wish to live a life that brings them happiness!
"Child, do you know? The most important thing between a husband and wife is loyalty. If loyalty is lost, their marriage is on the verge of breaking. I once forgot what loyalty was, didn't understand what it meant, and hurt the one who loved me most. This is my greatest regret in life. I kept making decisions, each time hurting those who loved me the most. Why couldn't I keep those who loved me by my side, while continuously pushing them away, forcing them to leave me? My heart aches so much, sometimes I'm numb. I don't know what kind of life I want, or what kind of person I want to love. I just know I miss him dearly. Even after years with your father, I still miss him a lot.
Perhaps you feel that as a mother, I'm capricious and not loyal to my husband. But do you know? He loved me so much, sacrificed his entire world for me. I'm not heartless; I feel it. How could I want things to turn out this way?
