My life belongs to you. I don't want to continue living in this unclear way anymore. I just want to shout it out loud!
"Dad, actually, I know deep down you hope I could live a loving life with him forever, but I really can't continue anymore. The harm he's done to me hasn't been just once or twice. If the outcome was already destined, then I don't understand why I stubbornly chose to be with him back then. To be with him, I was willing to give up my own life, but ultimately I got nothing but his constant suspicion and mistrust. Without even the basic trust between spouses, how can we possibly live a long and lasting life together?
Maybe everyone wonders why I chose to be with him in the first place, but I feel no guilt about it. I ask myself, and I am not ashamed before heaven or earth. Being with him, I genuinely wanted to walk through life with him, not because of his money, not because he's from a wealthy family, and certainly not because he has a powerful father.
