At the moment I lost you, at the moment I lost all reason, at the moment I couldn't see you immediately, who knew how devastated I was?
Zhang Zhentian didn't understand what was left that his wife couldn't do now. A perfectly normal person had almost completely lost her mind because of her first boyfriend, harming her own family to such an extent. He didn't know how to describe his wife, but he also knew that he had once been such a person too. For his wife, he had even abandoned and disregarded his own family, yet in the end, reality had given him a harsh slap in the face. No matter how much he gave, he would never get the best response in his 70 years because his loved one was not himself. He used him again and again, just to let himself love him more wholeheartedly.
