Once upon a time, I cared deeply about your plans for the future. Why do you always turn away and leave me unable to find my way back? So, I owe my tears an explanation!
"Do you think I don't want to? All these years, I've been testing myself to let go of you, to forget you, to stop placing you in my heart. But I've never been able to forget you. Do you know how desperate that makes me feel? I want to start a new life, but your shadow and smile linger in my mind every day. I have no way to make them disappear.
For you, I've waited these many years, but you, you've long since married and had children, yet I don't mind. I just want to have you!"
