Whatever it is, life in this lifetime is experienced over and over again. No one lives in the same place unchanged; everything comes and goes. Only by experiencing it can we truly understand what it was all about.
"Actually, you've never thought about what betrayal really is. In your heart, you believe that everything you do is right, but who really knows the kind of pain all of us endure? We strive to become stronger, merely to have a clear conscience, to live a better life. Yet, are we truly happy? Is everything we do really what we want? Time and again, I've become numb, unaware of the ending I truly desire, even more unsure of the person I love most in this lifetime."
When you give your all wholeheartedly again and again, only to receive cold, stone-hearted treatment in return, what do you feel deep inside at that moment? No one is willing to endure such blows, nor is anyone willing to suffer such torment.
