Shen Biran was never willing to think about these issues; if she did, she wouldn't be herself anymore.
Her feelings for Gu Qingyuan were just like that. If she really wanted to resolve the past grievances with Gu Qingyuan, then she wouldn't attempt to save him.
She gave Gu Qingyuan so many chances, but in the end, those opportunities were of no use to him.
When Gu Qingyuan decided to pursue Shen Biran in this way, that was when he truly became disappointed.
The relationship between Shen Biran and Gu Qingyuan was like this: he should never expect to gain anything.
What Gu Qingyuan wanted, Shen Biran could never give him.
However, what he wanted wasn't necessarily something Shen Biran was willing to give him.
Shen Biran didn't want to give it to him. She couldn't easily forgive him, and that's why, even now, he can't accept this answer.
He really couldn't accept such an answer, and indeed, this answer would make Gu Qingyuan completely disappointed.
