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Chapter 37 - I'm sorry

Rihanna heart rate keep on increasing  - i feel slient bully in this palace,  I feel exhausted here . ( tears keep on rolling on her cheeks )

Rihanna shout  - I just wish he had never born !!

Empress get shocked and unconsciously tightly slapped her .

Andrew slowly open his eyes from noises .

Empress suddenly cover her mouth with hands .

Rihanna tighting her grip  her plams gazed  at her mother and smirked  - I think I'm wrong , instead of him , I had should never born here

Rihanna pov

Suddenly I start feeling unconscious ( please trust help me   why this always happend to me )  I looked up suddenly I start feeling dizzy and everything gets  Blurry even I can't see mom and dad properly.

End of pov

Rihanna fell on ground and become unconscious .

Both empress and emperor  shout worriedly -  Rihanna!!!!!! ( run towards her ) .

I opened my eyes everywhere is darkness , ( where I'm  )

A voice come from my behind  - we are in your dream my child .

Rihanna turned back her eyes widen open  - Tr-Trust  ( her eyes get teary ) she run towards him and hug him .

Trust smile and hug her back  - it's okay .

Rihanna start crying like baby - why don't you come early,  you even know how much I endured in this past 12 years .

Trust smile and broke the hug - I don't come because you never asked help from me you never called, and yes I know how much you endured but i always gave you strength form different ways .

Rihanna looking down with sad face - why all the same things happen with me here again  .

Trust gently smile - I honestly say there this time both you and your parents are in fault, 

Rihanna get confused  - "huh" you are right,  I shouldn't say that Andrew should not born, I feel really guilty about it now .

Trust smile -  i'm not talking about this , it's obvious for one child think this way , when they feel ignored or leftout, 

I'm talking about miscommunication. 

Rihanna flinch her eyebrows  - miscommunication ?

Trust slightly nod with smile  - a moment ago , you shout on your parents,  and take your all frustration out , if this same thing you do  before and your  parents also talk with you about your problem , so maybe things are better  now , right .

Rihanna nod slightly nod .

Suddenly a swing appeared and Truth sit on it - But still what your mother did , is unexpected,  mother's are the one who always understand there child .

Rihanna - so   shou-should  I forgive them  ( confused looked )

Trust sit up from swing while smiling  - I don't know what you should do next , I'm saying that , you have to stand for yourself,  stand for right things , stand for rights,  stand for your beliefs,  now you think what you want to do , what your mother did from past 12 yrs is wrong or right is upto to  you to take the decision .

Rihanna looked down and  get confused. 

Trust - and yes one more thing about your brother. 

Rihanna immediately looked - Andrew?

Trust - There is no doubt that your brother is really nice and love and admire you the most , but in future he will not going to become a good emperor and  also loss the war .

Rihanna eyed widen open  - wh-what ? But why .

Suddenly there a red rose appeard on truth hand , ( smile ) -  looked Rihanna how beautiful is this red  flower is right,

Rihanna confusedly looked at Truth .

Trust gently smile - you know what happens if   the day we seed this flower and and when the time of its growth comes we keep on planting extra water on it , that doesn't even required .

Rihanna  raise her one eyebrow  - it get spoiled, 

Trust  smile - right,  it get spoiled,  it means  if you do gave love against the limit , it automatically get spoiled,  this not only the case  with Love , but if you cross your limit on anything , it definitely spoiled. 

Just like your mother did to Andrew  , Hope I don't need to explain further. ( looked her with sparkling brown eyes  )

Rihanna nod  - I get what are you trying to say . But how can I stop. 

Trust deeply  think  - hmm  , there is only one option , you have to take Andrew cammand in your hands.  Elder sister are always like mother figures to younger siblings, so if your brother get in wrong direction it's your duty to bring him back .

Rihanna  nod and smile - hmm , I wiĺl do as you say ,

And lastly  I just want to say one thing human sufferings are real but not permanent.  ( Brightly smile that all darkness fade away )

Time skip to real world

Rihanna is lying on bad unconsciously,  emperor is sitting beside the bad while holding  her hands sadly .

Empress was sitting other side with head down . Andrew is standing beside  with worried face .

There is weird silence in whole room

Emperor whisper  -  it's my fault. 

Empress look up  - "huh"

tears come In   corner of emperor eyes -  Rihanna is right,  I should tell you from starting that what you doing is wrong .

Empress flinch her eyebrows brows - wh-what you mean , I also care for Rihanna,  it's just that when Andrew born , my focus move to him . Because he is still a baby

Emperor Angrly gazed - so you start ignoring Rihanna.  She is  also a kid .

Empress get shocked....

Emperor gave unreadable gazed  - you forget,  there is so much pressure on me , when you are not getting pregnant,  elders keep on telling me to bring concubine,  and in last when I'm about to get concubine , I got the happiest news that you are pregnant,  if that time you didn't get  pregnant,  you  even know what happens to you ,concubine becomes Empress and you become concubine. 

Empress eyes widen open .

Andrew listening everything.

Even if you pregnant later  on , there is no Benifit,  Beacuse always first child sit on throne and your child becomes illegitimate,  you even knew how Rihanna saves your life ,

( look at Rihanna sleeping face ) - it's also my fault that I'm not there when she need me the most , I should talk to her .

Empress eyes get teary. 

Emperor tightly grip his plams - I know I'm not forgivable,  but I hope she never forgive her  greedy and self-fish mother ( look at empress angrly )

Empress get stuned.  - it's it's not my fault.....

Rihanna start gaining  her consusiness, 

Andrew notice it - see father sis is waking up .

Both empress and emperor immediately looked at her . 

Rihanna slowly slowly opened her purple  eyes  and try to sit

Both empress and emperor help her to sit.

Rihanna looked at her father 

Emperor in worried tone - how you feel now,  should I call doctor. 

Rihanna brightly smile  - don't worry,  I'm fine now ,

Emperor smile with relief .

Empress speak  in nervous tone - Thank God you are fine .

Rihanna ignored her mother.

Father put his head down - I'm sorry rihanna I should realized early what you are going through but instead I keep on ignoring things,  I'm failed as father  ( Tears fells on bad sheet ) what I did is unforgivable.

Rihanna gently smile  - it's okay father you realize your  mistake it enough for me   , and you don't even know what was happening to me and you don't failed as father , I still remember you are the only one who beside me when I fall sick  , even when you tired and just come from another kingdom.  For me you are always best father .

Andrew come closer to her and with worried face - sis , did you suffered this much because of me .

Rihanna gently smile  and put her hand on his head - ofcourse not ,

but if from now on you don't study or not practice swordmenship,  then forget you have any sister nor I will talk to you if you don't get serious now . ( cold tone )

Andrew get scared  - i will do as you say , but don't stop talking to me  , and I'm always be your brother  ( Tightly hug Rihanna )

Rihanna gently rub his head  ( I don't have any other option,  this is the only way to get him on right track  - she thought  )

Father can I go to ngo , tomorrow. 

Father in worried tone - But you are still not fine .

Rihanna  - don't worry I'm fine now ( she get off from bad ) see .

Father nod - alright then , but take someone with you .

Rihanna happily nod - okay .

Andrew  looked at her father hopefully  - can I also go with sis , please  ( make innocent face )

Father  - if Rihanna don't have any problem.

Rihanna sweetly smile - hmm you can come , you also need to know about this things. 

Time skip at morning. 

Rihanna was about to sit in Carriage then suddenly she hears her mother voice from behind 

Rihanna truned back  .

Mother with nervous tone - are you still upset with me , you forgive your father so fast , can't you forgive me , and what I did wrong,  you want that I also apologize to you just Because I being over protective towards your brother,  how should I know that you are being jealous of your brother,  you should told me in first place,  you are big enough to understand this things. 

Rihanna looked at her shockedly - jealous? ( slightly laugh  ) mother oh I mean your highness, first I'm not  being jealous, just asking for little care and love from her own mother is not jealously , and second  , I don't need your apology,  but just don't come in between me and Andrew,  if you really care about him and want him to become a good person and emperor and let me do my thing .

Truned back and going to sit in Carriage

Empress -  so do you forgive ?

Rihanna stop for a second  - I don't know, and why even you care , you don't even care about my forgiveness right , ( slightly truned back ) don't worry from now on I won't disturb or annoy you . ( she get on Carriage  ) and four brown  horses start pulling Carriage ,

Empress worriedly looked at Carriage from behind,  - this I the first time I see this behavior of her , she was not even call me mother . ( empress rolled her eyes and sigh)

TIME SKIP AT NGO

wheels stopping sound  - infront of ngo , both Andrew and Rihanna come out of Carriage, 

Andrew eyes start sparkling  - wow this is so big .

Rihanna  - now let's go inside. 

Rihanna explains everything about ngo to him .

Andrew with surprised face  - oh so this is what ngo is  .

Rihanna was about to say say something. Then suddenly a girl appeared there,  with red hair and brown eyes .

She pulls her hand towards and gave flower bought to her .

Rihanna take it from her - it's this for me ? - surprised

That girl nod - i know this is not something special but tried my best to make it .

Rihanna gently smile and bend down - who says this not special, you pour your hard work and dedication,  that make it even more special. ( smile )

That little girl excitedly nod .

Time skip at palace

Butler  place a list on table -  princess,  this is the list of candidates for Andrew tutors, 

I Was look at all candidates and there qualification .  I circle the main candidates that I'm interested in ( arrange my meeting with them ) hand the list to Butler. 

Butler slightly bow - as you say ( leaves )

Time skip at next morning

Rihanna sitting on sofa lazily and exhaustedly 

TO BE CONTINUED.....

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