Dearest readers,
I don't know how to quite put it into words. I will try my best.
The past few months have been - in simple words - chaotic and messy. To be honest, even these two terms don't quite accurately sum up my state of mind. But a lot had been - and still is - going on in my personal life. Complications and stressors that drain my energy and mental peace. I do my best to stay strong, but the anxiety and overwhelming emotions keep me in a locked and frozen state. I already am an overthinker and I quite hate it myself, I get tired and burned out but it's simply hard to come out of that zone.
I apologize for the irregular updates. Trust me, as a person with OCD, this only adds to my mental stress. But I have been contemplating on this for quite some time.
