"My crimes will never be forgiven; even after death, I cannot be reconciled. Owen is the same. He begged me to end his life. I knew his pain, torn between his godfather and decades of devout belief. I cannot fathom why I did it. So I respected his decision; I ended Owen's life with the pistol Elder Babua gifted me. The gunshot rang out, and I panicked. I felt fear; Owen's body seemed to struggle and twist! I heard his words of regret to me. After returning, I went to see Babua, but unfortunately, he had nothing to say to me, not even a word of comfort. I knew I made two mistakes: listening to Elder Babua and assassinating the Saintess, and lacking the courage to admit it all!"
"Now I'm dead. I know seeking the Saintess's forgiveness is a luxury, but I still want to say I am loyal to the Holy Church."
