[CONTENT WARNING:]
[This chapter features sexual abuse.]
It's dark. My brain is mushy. I can barely think. All I see is the purple dress, the floral scent of a woman as I am being carried away by someone. Oh right, I'm kidnapped by Yukari.
"Let me go please." I beg, I can't do anything but beg. Everything feels so heavy, I feel so powerless. My head hurts, I want to be with my friends again. It's hard to remember their names. Why?
Yukari just chuckles. "You're doing so well for me boy. You'll soon have to stop worrying forever." What does this mean? It feels like she's being obvious, her wording intentionally there to confuse me while I am in this state of utter despair.
What does forever even mean here? It's hard to move my limbs, and as I try to wiggle her arm snatches down on my waist. "Ack!" I yelp out in pain as I'm unable to move as a whole.
"There there, hold still for me sweetheart. I know you want to move, you will soon be able to. Just hold out for me a bit longer." Yukari informs, her grip slowly loosening as I give up freeing myself.
"Thank you Yukari." These words come out of my mouth without me even thinking about saying them. The succubus tooth thing or whatever. It's still affecting my brain, still forcing me to be complicit in this even though I don't want any of this.
Looking around, the place is rather cozy despite it being dark. It reminds me of the shrine with... uhm... Well its traditional wooden architecture. Yukari is walking up some stairs while dragging me to gods know where.
At the top of that ladder I can actually recognize images. They're hard to focus on, quite like everything. Buildings? Flowers? Something. It gives me an odd feeling in my stomach, but again everything is so unreliable right now. Am I losing myself?
Yukari approaches a door and slides it open. "We're there my dear." Those flattering words again, when she says that my head just disables all thinking and feeling. And when I come to my senses, at least what's left of them, I feel like I lost another part of me.
As I'm being put down, the blonde beauty commands me. "Sit!" She commands as if I was some sort of dog. But I can't stop myself from sitting on my legs and looking up at her. She's so pretty, she's the perfect woman!
My mind gets rubbed away from all thoughts as she pets me. "Good boy!" Yes, I need to be a good boy for her. Pretty women are so nice to me. I'm smiling, my mouth is open as I breathe. Maybe I am just a dog, a dog for this beautiful woman. I love Yukari so much!
"Awe, does my good boy have a boner? How cute. Stay horny for me, you'll only feel nicer when you're like this." The way she scratches my cheek. God I love Yukari. She owns me, I love her! Yukari is the best that could've ever happened to me.
She touched my face, made me feel warm. My brain shut down long ago, every fibre of my being should belong to her. "Listen to me, my good boy. You will get up and undress when I tell you so. In the meanwhile, I want you to sit exactly like that and wait for me. Do you understand?" As she went on, Yukari dropped her loving tone for me. But that's okay! I just need to try harder!
"Will wait! Will sit. Will listen." I say automatically, nothing of what I do and say being something I want to do or say. The succubus tooth has changed me, although how can a simple tooth do so much? There's clearly more to it.
And when she goes out of the room I do just like I was told to. I wait, I don't move. The only independent thing I manage to do is looking behind me. Looking at a big machine, it breaks the curse a little, mesmerizes me as I stare at it.
A thing made from metal, something so modern that contrasts this traditional home greatly. It shines in the sunlight, has a seemingly human shape in the middle of it with a bowl attached below the crotch area, and one going into where the mouth would be.
What a hypnotic object. Maybe this is my room? That bed will keep me comfortable! My one true love would always keep me comfortable. I'm her good boy after all and I always earn my treats!
Enough staring though, I have to wait, and sit, and listen just like Yukari told me to. And I do exactly that. Part of me doesn't know why though, part of me already forgets why I do any of this instead of getting up and going away.
Steps are heard outside, and I grow excited. Perhaps I could ask Yukari, she'd most like answer my questions. I'm doing exactly as she tells me to, that must earn me a reward! The door opens, and the blonde woman walks in elegantly.
She has a blindfold in her hand and a key. Yukari lays them down on a nearby table though, going to her knees and smiling. "Good boy! Such a useful man! Go on your fours for me and do exactly as I instruct alright?" All thoughts fade instantly.
All thoughts but her commands. I'm all but lost to her tricks. Like instructed, I'm on my fours like an animal. I walk by her side as she opens up the contraption, it looks really nice and livable. Cozy, all warm with leather insides.
Nothing is left of me. At this point I lost every and all thoughts that made me think independently. I question how much I'll even remember after all of this.
Yukari pets me some more to reinforce her control over me. "You've been such a good boy today. I know men like you need to cum right? They need to jerk off and let it all out. I got the perfect thing just for my good boy." I pretty much am just a dog. I got turned into one. It's good that Sanae, Patchouli, Aya and the others don't see me like this. Oh how horrible that would be...
She smiles so lovingly, caresses me like a good owner would. I'm a proud dog, her property. My only purpose is to be Yukari's pet after all. It's the sole reason I exist. To serve, to be obedient to Yukari. Those words and sentences shoot through my head a thousand times over, they fill my head and make me unable to be anything but Yukari's pet dog.
"Get into the machine my boy. Come on, it will make you cum. It's your reward for today~" She says in such a soothing nice tone. How can anyone refuse this? Perhaps such a weak minded dog like me really deserves nothing more than this machine. Whatever Yukari has for me here, I know it's something I deserve for being her property now.
Even when I try to get up, her voice instantly rings like a bell in my brain. "On your fours!" She instructs strictly. So I obey, I go forward on my knees and hands.
"That's just right, keep going my pretty boy." She keeps on encouraging me. There's nothing that makes me want to go back. To make Yukari happy, I hop into the machine. It's tight, too tight, the position makes me weirdly uncomfortable. I'm disoriented and unsure what to do.
Yukari rolls her eyes. "Lie flat. Stretch your arms and legs!" A good bit of her soft and caring nature has gone away. But it's alright, she's lecturing me and I should be thankful for it. And as I do lie flat on my stomach, my arms and legs being pressed together, I feel comfort inside the machine.
Even my still hard cock has its pleasant little pocket. It should be right where the bowl is, so interesting. I'll be milked soon maybe, have Yukari give me my reward and have my cock finally go down.
My owner fastens the leather around me by closing the metal contraption. She then puts a mask around me and my devotion only deepens. "Made in the most lustful pits of hell just for you," she says as I whimper uncontrollably.
There is a hole around the mouth, it's then where Yukari brings forth a tube. A thick one that would definitely hurt when being shoved in. "Open wide~" She instructs in her beautiful warm tone again.
And the tube is shoved down my throat as I obey my owner. Deeper and deeper down my body it goes. When she activates it, liquid food and water come out of it. I can't resist, although I also don't want to. Why would I resist the woman I love so much?
The soft pocket where my dick is in is fastened tightly. And then after a few seconds it starts moving. I can already not talk anymore, nor can I see. Shortly after my dick starts getting milked, I stop being able to hear too. I've become nothing but a cow, my personality lost as I'm made to be here forever.
And still, I find it so hard
to say what I need to say
But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me
Just how I should feel today