Shi Nuan lowered her eyes, "But Nianyang, I owe him my life. If it weren't for him, I would have died long ago. I know he's not good, he's very bad, but he really has been kind to me, he holds my lifeline."
Nianyang asked what she meant, and Shi Nuan said that Lu Xingshen had once saved her life when she was a child. "Nianyang, I owe him a lot. My promise to marry him wasn't just to protect Chu Zhan, but more because I owe Lu Xingshen too much. If I were with Chu Zhan, he would target Chu Zhan in every way in the future.
And because I owe Lu Xingshen my life, I can't help Chu Zhan deal with him. I would only become more and more miserable, and it would cause Chu Zhan to keep backing down for my sake, leading to resentment towards me.
Nianyang, say I'm selfish if you like, but I truly can't do it. Someone like me doesn't deserve Chu Zhan.
