It was impossible for him to do anything without secretly craving the love and affection of his parents. But he never had any expectations about receiving parental love, care, and affection.
Aditya felt that in life, one cannot always have everything. Every person in this world always lacks something. Even the richest man can have anything with wealth, but there are still things that even he cannot have.
And given his current situation, he had no intention of reconciling. It was his Parents who pushed him away and exiled him. He had never intended to go back and make peace with his parents. That was not gonna help him. If anything, going back would make his parents feel they could get away with anything. Aditya wasn't going to let them into his life and ruin his peace. At least that's how he saw things before.
But now, just a few sentences changed the entire perspective of how he saw things before.
