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I was in love

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A girl that feels pain and expresses her feelings through poetry and yet in every poetry there is a story and in this time after every poetry we begin with a new tale exploring this young lady's feelings and experience.
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Chapter 1 - the pink diary

The sun shimmered against my skin like glass catching light. The air was fresh sweet, almost like the fruit ripening in our yard but the heat pressed down hard, wrapping itself around my body until sweat gathered at my temples.

I moved closer to the tree, letting its shade swallow me whole.

Even in the morning, it felt like the world was testing me.

That's how life had always been pushing me into corners, into situations I didn't ask for. Trouble didn't just follow me. It found me, waited for me, knew me.

Still, I never backed down.

The moment I walk into a room, people notice. Confidence isn't something I try to show it's just there. In my posture. In my voice. In the way people look at me.

But confidence isn't everything.

Not in a world like this one.

I leaned against the rough bark of the tree and let my eyes wander across the school yard… and that's when I saw it.

A pink book.

It lay half-hidden in the grass, like it had been dropped in a hurry. Something about it felt… wrong. Or maybe not wrong just too intentional.

I picked it up.

It was warm.

My fingers hesitated on the cover before I opened it.

The first page made my stomach drop.

Names.

Secrets.

Not just ordinary secrets the kind people bury so deep they forget they even exist.

I flipped through the pages faster, my breath growing uneven.

Then I saw it.

My name.

My heart slammed against my chest as I read the words written under it. My hands began to shake. No one knew that. No one was supposed to know that.

"Zandile!"

I snapped the book shut.

My head shot up, eyes searching.

"Zandile!"

I turned and there she was, running toward me. Her long skirt swayed with every step, her natural afro bouncing, her face flushed but still somehow effortlessly pretty.

By the time she reached me, she was out of breath.

"Girl," she said, dropping down beside me, "I've been looking for you everywhere."

I tightened my grip on the book.

"What?" I asked, trying to sound normal. "Why are you staring at me like that?"

She tilted her head, her eyes narrowing slightly.

"You?" she said. "Writing in a diary? That's new."

My stomach twisted.

"Not that I'm judging," she added quickly, "but… diaries are kind of for people who are going through things."

I forced a laugh, holding the book closer to my chest.

"Relax, Precious. It's not even mine."

Her eyes lingered on it a second too long.

Before she could say anything else, the bell rang.

Saved.

We both got up and ran toward class, the moment dissolving behind us but the weight in my hands didn't.

Class felt… off.

Our teacher walked in late and she wasn't alone.

Ayanda stood beside her.

A chill ran down my spine.

Her wrists were wrapped in bandages. Her legs too. Bruises bloomed across her skin like something had tried to break her and almost succeeded.

No one spoke.

The teacher told someone to bring Ayanda's bag, then quietly walked her back out. We all rushed to the window, watching.

Ayanda hugged her.

Then she dropped to her knees.

Begging.

For what?

No one knew.

When the teacher came back, the room went silent. She handed out work like nothing had happened.

Like everything was normal.

But it wasn't.

Nothing was.

I slowly reached into my bag and pulled out the pink book.

My heart pounded as I opened it again.

This time, the pages turned on their own.

My breath caught.

The words shifted.

Changed.

My vision blurred

Then

Light.

Blinding, unnatural light burst from the pages.

My chest tightened. My lungs refused to work.

I tried to speak.

I couldn't.

"Zandile!"

Voices echoed around me.

"Zandile, wake up!"

But they were fading.

Drowning.

My body felt distant like it didn't belong to me anymore.

And then

Silence.

I was standing somewhere else.

The sky wasn't blue it shimmered like liquid silver, swirling endlessly above me. The ground beneath my feet pulsed faintly, as if it were alive.

There were no humans.

Only creatures.

Tall, slender beings moved across the landscape, their forms shifting like ink in water. Some had glowing markings etched into their skin. Others carried scrolls that floated beside them, writing themselves in midair.

Each movement they made left trails of light behind.

I stepped back, my heart racing.

"What is this…?"

"Hi, Zandile."

The voice came from behind me.

I spun around.

One of them stood there taller than the rest, its presence heavier, more defined. Its eyes glowed faintly, not with warmth… but with knowing.

"I am glad you're finally here," it said.

"There's a lot to talk about."

Fear hit me all at once.

I screamed and ran.

But the world shifted.

No matter how far I ran, I ended up in the same place.

In front of it.

"You cannot run from a place that exists beyond distance," the creature said calmly.

My breathing was uneven. My hands trembled.

"What do you want from me?" I demanded.

It studied me.

Then, with a slow wave of its hand, the air around us changed.

I saw them.

People.

From my school.

From my life.

Floating images like living memories, or maybe… futures.

Ayanda.

I froze.

She stood in one vision older, broken, her eyes hollow.

In another strong, successful, untouchable.

My stomach twisted.

"What is this?"

"Possibility," the creature replied.

It stepped closer.

"We are the Writers of Fate. We do not create destiny we record it. Every choice. Every consequence."

I swallowed hard.

"Then why am I here?"

Its glowing eyes locked onto mine.

"Because you are not like the others."

The air grew heavier.

"You have already touched what was not meant for you."

The diary.

"You read what should have remained hidden. You saw threads of fate before your time."

It paused.

"And now… you have a choice."

A cold feeling crept into my chest.

"What kind of choice?"

The creature raised its hand and the pink diary appeared between us, floating.

"This is not a diary," it said.

"It is a Vessel."

"A tool that allows its bearer to see the hidden paths of others… and change them."

My heart skipped.

"Change them… how?"

Its voice darkened.

"You may intervene in the lives of those whose paths lead to harm. Bullies. Destroyers. Those who break others without consequence."

Images flashed.

Students laughing.

Humiliating others.

Causing pain like it meant nothing.

"Teach them," it said.

"Break the cycle before it becomes their destiny."

I felt something shift inside me.

Power.

Fear.

Temptation.

"And what's the catch?" I asked quietly.

The creature smiled.

Not kindly.

"In this world, nothing is free."

The air grew colder.

"For every destiny you alter… a blood price must be paid."

My breath hitched.

"What do you mean?"

"You will give blood," it said simply.

"To the Master of this realm the one who governs all threads of fate."

A shadow moved behind it.

Something vast.

Watching.

"If you refuse to pay…" it continued, "the balance will correct itself."

A pause.

"With your life."

Silence fell between us.

My heart pounded.

I looked at the diary.

Then at the visions.

At Ayanda.

At the others.

At the pain.

Then back at the creature.

"…And if I accept?"

The creature's eyes glowed brighter.

"Then you become something more."

Its voice dropped to a whisper.

"A writer… who can rewrite."

The diary drifted closer to me.

Waiting.

My hand trembled as I reached for it.

Somewhere far away, I could still hear voices calling my name.

But they didn't matter anymore.

Not like this did.

Not like what I was about to become.

I wrapped my fingers around the diary.

And the world changed again.