Sometimes he would have the illusion that maybe he wasn't obedient enough to be loved.
He never thought of himself as a fool, nor could he understand why others treated him like a madman.
He always believed he was a child who could play with other kids, yet they saw him as a monster, only bullying him.
Later, he became self-deprecating, afraid of strangers, and would bow his head upon seeing people.
His father fell off a cliff and died while gathering herbs to support the family, and he was labeled as a curse. Not only did the villagers call him that, but wherever he went, he was seen as a curse.
He cursed his father to death, and would curse his mother to death too.
Yet he loved them so much.
This is all Tiana Thorne could see; Alex's life was shrouded in darkness, yet he still loved his family.
In his perception, there was no right or wrong, good or evil, but his heart remained devoted to his family.
He felt guilty about his father's death.
