The time I proposed to you, I was the most nervous... even more nervous than the first time I stepped into an operating room. I don't even know why, I just felt like if you rejected me, I would be so embarrassed.
So, I didn't give you the chance to refuse.
Now looking back, I'm still so grateful you agreed to be with me back then.
Grandfather doted on me since I was young, but having him want me to marry you is the thing I'm most thankful to him for.
The world is so big, being able to meet you, I'm truly lucky.
It's just that if I were unfortunate and something happened to me... I hope you can live well. Perhaps in the past twenty-odd years, the world hasn't been so kind to you.
But destiny won't let your life be shrouded in gloom forever. Even if I'm not by your side, you must take care of yourself.
I don't know why, just thinking about the future where someone better than me is by your side makes me crazy with jealousy.
