JACOB'S POV;
My mind goes blank and I stare at the ceiling of the hospital room hoping that she's ok and safe. Tucker has tried everything he could to calm me down but soon realized that it was useless. I need her I wanted her and having no idea as to where she is was driving me crazy. My mind is distorted in this sad attempt of reaching into her mind. " Sophia can you hear me?"
No use I think to myself she just doesn't want to talk to me. " Jacob you need to stop stressing and trying to reach her. You two haven't mated so she couldn't hear you even if you screamed at the top of your lungs in her head." If you reading this and you still haven't figured it out yet i'm a werewolf, but not just any i'm the Alpha of the blue moon pack and Sophia is my mate, the pack's Luna. Tucker is a hybrid of all things in existence, also Sophia's mate. Everything you've ever read about is exactly what he is all put into one body. It's his curse to be all these things except human like all of us.
" That's not true I haven't marked her but we mated.." the silence that follows after my statement tells me that he is raging inside at the fact that I had her first. " She was my first love, I don't know if I was her's but she was my everything at one point and time until I fucked it all up. It was 2 years ago on my 16 birthday and I thought I found my mate. She looked so beautiful and I knew the moon goddess would grant me the right of claiming someone so beautiful. So I walked closer to her trying to find that sweet scent everyone tells you about when you find your mate. Their was nothing there, no smell no sense of wanting for her, my wolf remained quiet. I was going to walk away from her but my heart was physically broken at the thought of me not finding her yet so I did the only thing I was good at. We got drunk and I took her virginity."
I change my position on the couch so i'm leaning over with my hands resting on my knees. " I heard movement behind us but I didn't care and finished what I was doing before putting my pants back on. I turned around and Sophia was standing there l-looking at me with so much hurt in her eyes. I tried to touch her, to tell her it didn't mean anything and no one would know what happened but she ran." tears fell down my eyes at the thought that I hurt her and although I have no right I cry. " then her 16 birthday came and I smelled her I smelled her and felt like shit afterwards because she wouldn't talk to me so I made her scared of me so she would talk to me and I did things that I should't but I just wanted her to love me. "
" Jacob no offense but that's really fucked up. Do you even know what she's been through! her childhood memories consist of nothing but abuse from her shit faced father and now you're telling me that you helped him break her" he walks dangerously close to me with a low grown and other noises that I can't quite determine. " You hurt her and now you sit here crying about someone you caused pain! huh? " he pushes me but despite what he is i'm stronger than him so I barely move in inch on the love seat.
" I know what the fuck I did and I know that I don't deserve to cry for her but I am, i'm fucking crying and if you want to beat me up then go ahead and do it I won't fight you back . Hell she already loves you more than me" I walk closer to him and put his claw like hand around my throat. " I can't kill myself, trust me i've tried ever since that day I started hurting her but y-you can so just do it and make her life easier for the both of us. Please."
His face changes and he turns back to normal as he releases his hold, but just as he's about to speak we both began to glow a elegant blue and descend to the floor. As if by magic our eyes are suddenly closed.