Su Jiuyi lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep. To be honest, it had been a long time since she last lay in this bed, and she didn't know why, but it suddenly felt so unfamiliar.
She thought, perhaps it's because her family was too indifferent.
In this emotionless family, she was merely an irrelevant stranger, an unnecessary presence.
She began to miss the time when she worked at the Shi Family's, even though it was exhausting every day, at least it was fulfilling. She liked that feeling of not being able to sleep at night and not wanting to wake up in the morning, liked the thrill of being scolded by the Housekeeper for being late, and liked the taste of being bullied, suppressed, and teased by Shi Aoju.
Su Jiuyi felt that she truly had a masochistic nature, only a few hours after leaving that man, and his face, his smile, his frowning look, and all the images related to him kept flashing in her mind.
