Cherreads

Chapter 11 - Chapter 10: The Chains Beneath Choice

Chapter 10: The Chains Beneath Choice

In which a boy dreams of freedom, an imprisoned god refuses to explain himself, and something older than fear waits beneath the evening sky.

Caelan had not meant to fall asleep.

He had only stretched out across the couch upstairs, one arm tucked beneath his head while the projection screen murmured softly in the background. Lin Yue and Chen Hao were still nearby, their conversation drifting around him in pieces too familiar to demand attention. Something about Elder Zhou. Something about barriers. Lin Yue laughing when Chen Hao complained. Plates being moved. Tea poured. Small sounds. Ordinary sounds. Safe sounds.

Caelan closed his eyes for what he intended to be a minute.

Around them, he did not need to be the Azure Knight.

He did not need to watch every expression for fear.

He did not need to wonder whether someone was speaking to him or to the thing inside him.

Lin Yue would still order him to eat vegetables if he became an Immortal tomorrow. Chen Hao would probably still lecture him about unfinished assignments while standing several realms beneath him. Neither seemed particularly impressed by Destiny.

That made it easy to relax.

So Caelan slept.

And sleep, as usual, betrayed him.

He stood upon a road.

There was nothing unusual about it at first.

White stone beneath his boots. Mountains in the distance. The enormous golden canopy of the Heavenly Sunfire Tree somewhere beyond them. A familiar path through the sect.

Then the road divided.

Two paths.

Caelan looked left.

One future opened before him.

He looked right.

Another.

His Eyes of Fate activated without command.

The world shattered.

Two roads became four.

Four became sixteen.

Sixteen became hundreds.

Thousands.

Millions.

Every possible choice stretched before him in thin golden lines, weaving through mountains, people, battles and years that had not yet happened.

Caelan smiled.

Then the first path disappeared.

He frowned.

Another vanished.

Then another.

One after another, futures were erased.

Not destroyed violently.

Simply removed.

As though they had never been possibilities at all.

Soon there were only ten.

Then five.

Then two.

Then one.

Caelan stared down the final golden road.

"I didn't choose that."

His voice echoed strangely.

No answer came.

He stepped backward.

His foot landed forward.

Caelan froze.

He tried again.

Backward.

His body moved forward.

"No."

Another step.

Then another.

He tried turning away.

His body remained upon the road.

He tried stopping.

His legs continued.

The golden path stretched beneath him like a chain pretending to be a road.

Faces appeared along its edges.

Ren.

Li Wei.

Lyra.

Lin Yue.

Chen Hao.

They stood motionless, watching him pass.

Caelan tried calling to them.

His mouth opened.

Different words emerged.

"Come with me."

Ren moved.

Not because he wanted to.

Golden threads were tied around his limbs.

Caelan's stomach twisted.

"No."

Li Wei stepped forward next.

Threads.

Lyra followed.

Threads around her wrists.

Around her throat.

Around her heart.

"No."

Caelan reached for them.

The threads led back to his fingers.

He recoiled.

They tightened.

Ren smiled.

Li Wei smiled.

Lyra smiled.

None of the smiles reached their eyes.

"You wanted friends," something whispered.

Caelan spun.

Nobody.

"You wanted them to follow."

"I didn't force them."

"Didn't you?"

The golden path continued beneath his feet.

He tried to stop walking.

Couldn't.

"I gave them a choice."

"Did you?"

The voice sounded like his.

That was worse.

Caelan looked down.

Golden threads now ran from his hands into everything.

People.

Buildings.

Weapons.

Mountains.

The sky itself.

He pulled one finger accidentally.

Ren moved.

Another twitch.

Li Wei turned.

A thought entered Caelan's mind.

Lyra smiled.

He stared at his own hands.

"No."

He clenched them into fists.

The threads remained.

A figure appeared ahead.

Caelan could not see its face.

Chains covered it.

Layer upon layer.

A mountain of bindings shaped vaguely like something alive.

Zarathiel.

The golden road ended at its feet.

Caelan stopped.

At last.

His breath shook.

"Was any of it mine?"

Silence.

"Did I choose them?"

Nothing.

"Did I choose to fight?"

Nothing.

"Did I choose to hate you?"

The chained figure did not move.

Caelan felt anger rise.

"ANSWER ME!"

The chains shifted.

A thousand futures opened at once.

In every one, Caelan asked the same question.

In every one, the answer was already waiting.

Then his own voice whispered behind him.

"You were always going to ask."

Caelan turned.

He saw himself.

Older.

Younger.

Armored.

Bleeding.

Laughing.

Dying.

Thousands of Caelans stretched across thousands of futures, and every one had golden threads running from his body toward the chained thing behind him.

His heart stopped.

"No."

One of them smiled.

It was his smile.

Exactly his smile.

"You see paths."

Another Caelan stepped closer.

"You remove paths."

Another.

"You make events happen."

Another.

"You force actions."

Another.

"You decide where others may go."

They surrounded him.

Caelan backed away.

"And you wonder why you were given those powers?"

"No."

"Why would the Sovereign of Destiny need to control you…"

The chained figure finally raised its head.

"…when it could simply make you believe every choice was yours?"

Caelan ran.

The road carried him forward.

He turned.

Forward.

He jumped.

Forward.

He screamed.

Forward.

Every possible escape vanished before he reached it.

Path Killer.

His own power.

Used against him.

He looked toward Lin Yue.

"Help me."

She smiled.

Golden strings moved her mouth.

"You chose this."

Chen Hao stood beside her.

"You chose this."

Li Wei.

"You chose this."

Ren.

"You chose this."

Lyra.

"You chose this."

The words multiplied until the entire world whispered them.

Caelan grabbed his head.

"STOP!"

The sky split.

Beyond it was an eye.

Not golden.

Not human.

Something too large to belong inside a world.

Watching.

Knowing.

Already knowing what he would do next.

Caelan tried desperately to surprise it.

He raised his right hand.

The eye had already looked there.

He raised the left.

Already waiting.

He chose neither.

It knew.

He thought of attacking.

It knew.

He thought of surrendering.

It knew.

He tried thinking of nothing.

The eye remained.

Because even nothing had been foreseen.

Then Zarathiel's voice entered the world.

Calm.

Always calm.

You were always going to do that.

Caelan woke.

His body jerked upright.

For half a second he did not know where he was.

Dark room.

Couch.

Projection screen dimmed.

The smell of tea.

His heart slammed against his ribs hard enough that it hurt.

Caelan breathed.

Once.

Again.

Too fast.

His hands were shaking.

He clenched them.

"Damn it."

The words came quietly.

No one answered.

Lin Yue and Chen Hao had gone downstairs. He could hear faint movement beneath him. Ordinary sounds.

Real sounds.

Caelan pressed both palms against his face.

It was a dream.

Nothing more.

He knew that.

Knowing did not help.

His heartbeat refused to slow.

He stood, crossed the room, poured water and drank too quickly. Some ran down his chin. He wiped it away with the back of his hand.

Again.

Another glass.

His breathing gradually steadied.

Fear withdrew.

Anger took its place.

Caelan preferred anger.

Anger could be aimed at something.

Fear simply sat inside you and asked questions.

And Caelan already knew who he wanted to ask.

He closed his eyes.

His consciousness descended.

Past flesh.

Past Ki.

Past thought.

Into the place buried beneath all three.

His soul.

Mountains waited for him.

Not metaphorical ones.

Mountains.

Black peaks rose beneath a sky without stars, stretching farther than Caelan could see. Formations covered them.

Millions of lines.

Circles within circles.

Symbols carved across entire cliffs.

Great pillars rose from valleys, every surface engraved with laws, seals and formations whose complexity Caelan could barely begin to understand. Light moved through them slowly, connecting one mountain to another until the entire landscape formed a single prison.

His mother's work.

She had been a formation master.

Caelan had never known her.

Not truly.

He had been an infant when she died.

Yet here was something she had built.

Every line.

Every seal.

Every mountain positioned as part of an impossible formation.

Her final answer to a creature that should not have been sealable.

And at the center of it all stood what his father had paid for.

Chains.

They descended from the mountains.

From the sky.

From the earth.

Thousands upon thousands of them converged upon a single place in the central valley.

Something was inside.

Caelan could not see it.

He had never seen it.

The chains covered Zarathiel completely.

There was no face.

No body.

No eyes.

Nothing that allowed Caelan to decide whether the Sovereign of Destiny looked like a man, a beast, a god or something for which those categories were childish.

Only chains.

His father's life.

His cultivation.

His soul.

The final bindings.

Asterion Ardyn had paid the price that made his wife's prison complete.

Caelan walked toward it.

His fear had become heat by then.

"Was that you?"

Silence.

Caelan's jaw tightened.

"The dream."

Nothing.

"Was that you?"

The chains did not move.

"You can talk when you want something."

Still nothing.

Caelan's anger sharpened.

"Did you make me go after Ren?"

No answer.

"Li Wei?"

Nothing.

"Lyra?"

Nothing.

His voice rose.

"Do I actually choose anything?"

The formations hummed around him.

Zarathiel remained still.

Calm even in silence.

That was the part Caelan hated most.

If Zarathiel shouted, he could shout back.

If it threatened him, he could hate it cleanly.

If it laughed at his fear, Caelan could promise to kill it one day and mean every word.

Instead Zarathiel behaved as though eternity had already happened and Caelan was merely catching up.

"You can manipulate Destiny."

Caelan stepped closer.

"So can I."

His fists tightened.

"I know what that means."

Silence.

"You can put someone on a path and make them think they walked there themselves."

Nothing.

"You can remove every choice except the one you want."

Nothing.

Caelan stared at the chains.

"How would I ever know?"

For the first time, a voice answered.

It came from everywhere.

Neither loud nor deep.

Simply calm.

Infuriatingly calm.

"Young child."

Caelan's teeth clenched.

"You are not worthy of being in my presence."

Caelan's anger flared.

"Then stop living in my soul."

Zarathiel ignored him.

Just like always.

"However, I have a warning for you."

Caelan froze.

That was different.

The voice continued.

"Be careful of what you meet."

Caelan frowned.

"What does that mean?"

Silence.

"What am I going to meet?"

Nothing.

"Is something coming?"

The chains remained still.

Caelan stepped closer.

"Answer me."

Zarathiel spoke once more.

"Now, leave."

The soul space threw him out.

Caelan opened his eyes.

He was standing beside the table.

The empty glass cracked in his hand.

He looked down at it.

Then slowly loosened his fingers.

"Arrogant bastard."

His heart had stopped racing.

Now he was simply furious.

Better.

Much better.

He set the damaged glass down, put on his coat and left before Lin Yue or Chen Hao could ask why he suddenly looked like he wanted to stab philosophy itself.

He needed air.

------------------------------

The leaves whispered through the evening wind, carrying quiet conversations across the roads of the Heavenly Flame Sect while shadows stretched beneath lantern light. Caelan walked without destination, letting his feet choose whichever paths required the least thought.

His pace was casual.

His face had settled.

Anyone looking at him would have seen the Azure Knight they expected.

Confident.

Relaxed.

Untouchable.

Most did not look for long.

A pair of younger disciples were talking near one of the garden paths.

One noticed him.

The conversation stopped.

The other followed his gaze.

Both lowered their eyes.

Caelan passed.

Their conversation resumed only after he was well beyond them.

Three adults approached from the opposite direction.

Foundation cultivators.

One bowed respectfully.

"Azure Knight."

The second did the same.

The third had already moved half a step farther from the center of the road.

Caelan noticed.

He always noticed.

He kept walking.

At another crossing, a mother drew her son slightly closer when she recognized him.

Not dramatically.

Not enough that anyone could accuse her of anything.

Just two fingers on the child's shoulder.

A gentle correction of position.

Away from Caelan.

The boy stared.

His mother whispered something.

The boy looked down.

Caelan walked past them.

He smiled at an elderly cultivator outside a medicine shop.

The man smiled back.

Too quickly.

Too carefully.

Then found something extremely interesting on the ground.

Caelan's smile disappeared once he passed.

Half the sect cared about him.

He knew that.

Some genuinely loved him.

Some had known his parents.

Some had watched him grow.

Some would defend him without hesitation.

And even they wondered.

What if?

What if the chains failed?

What if the thing inside the boy opened its eyes?

What if Caelan Ardyn was not Caelan Ardyn at all?

He had learned young that fear did not always look like screaming.

Sometimes it looked like politeness.

Sometimes it bowed.

Sometimes it smiled.

Sometimes it moved half a step away.

Caelan shoved his hands into his pockets.

"Be careful of what you meet."

He muttered the words bitterly.

"Wonderful warning."

He reached the quieter edge of one of the residential districts, where buildings thinned and the great forests surrounding the deeper sect territories began. Ancient trees rose beyond the road, formation marks hidden among bark and stone.

Caelan considered turning back.

Then something prickled beneath his skin.

He stopped.

Not sound.

Not Ki.

Not killing intent.

Something else.

His head turned.

And he saw her.

She stood beneath a tree as though someone had placed her there incorrectly.

A girl.

Perhaps ten.

Perhaps twelve.

Appearances meant very little among cultivators, but that was what she looked like.

Black hair fell almost to her waist, smooth enough to drink what little light reached it. Her clothes were plain. Her posture relaxed.

Her eyes were not.

Black.

Still.

Vertical pupils rested within them like cuts made through darkness.

Caelan's Eyes of Fate activated.

Nothing.

He blinked.

Again.

Usually the world changed.

Possibilities.

Movements.

Little fragments of what might occur.

A shoulder shifting before a strike.

A foot changing balance.

A hand reaching before it moved.

Now—

nothing.

The future around the girl was blank.

Caelan's breath stopped.

Then pressure touched him.

Not Ki.

Not anything he understood.

His knees nearly folded.

Every instinct in his body screamed at once.

Run.

Do not look.

Do not breathe.

Do not attract attention.

The reaction was so immediate and so violent that Caelan hated it before he even understood it.

Fear.

Real fear.

His body had recognized something his mind had not.

Caelan stepped backward.

His heel caught the edge of the stone path.

He fell.

Actually fell.

Onto the ground.

For several seconds he simply sat there, staring.

The girl smiled.

"A little knight."

Her voice was light.

Almost amused.

"Reacting to little old me."

Caelan's hands trembled.

He looked at them.

Then at her.

"So this is what it feels like."

He hated it.

Not her.

The feeling.

Being small.

Being uncertain.

Being unable to see.

Caelan stood slowly.

"Who are you?"

His voice nearly cracked.

That made him angrier.

The girl tilted her head.

Caelan's fear did not disappear.

He simply moved through it.

Wind gathered beneath his feet.

One instant he stood several meters away.

The next he was behind her.

His hand closed around her throat.

Thin.

Small.

Almost delicate.

"Enough fear."

The words came low.

The girl laughed.

It was beautiful.

That made it worse.

"You really are interesting."

Caelan's grip tightened slightly.

She giggled.

"But I'm not interested in choking games, little knight."

Her voice sounded beside his ear.

"Try that again…"

Caelan's eyes widened.

The throat inside his hand disappeared.

She stood behind him.

He had not seen her move.

His Eyes of Fate had shown nothing.

"…and I'll crush your soul like a moth beneath my tongue."

Caelan turned.

Slowly.

For once, he had no clever answer ready.

Words belonged to things that obeyed understandable rules.

This creature had not yet demonstrated that courtesy.

He swallowed.

Then forced himself to smile.

"Name."

The girl blinked.

"If I'm going to be terrified, I at least want to know who's earning it."

Her smile brightened.

"Nihra."

Caelan repeated it once.

"Nihra."

"Yes."

She stepped closer.

No sound.

No pressure.

Somehow that was worse than both.

Then she reached out and touched his sleeve.

Not violently.

Not possessively.

Simply touched him.

"And since you volunteered to show me around…"

Caelan stared at her hand.

Then at her.

"…let's go."

Somewhere inside his soul, Zarathiel said nothing.

That frightened Caelan more than the girl did.

He looked back toward the lights of the Heavenly Flame Sect.

Then toward Nihra.

He had been warned.

He still had no idea what the warning meant.

For once, Destiny offered him no useful answer.

So Caelan Ardyn—the Azure Knight, child of Fate, boy who could see attacks before they came and paths before others knew they existed—walked beside the strange little girl.

Not because she had defeated him.

Not because Destiny had commanded it.

At least, he desperately hoped not.

But because fear had finally placed something in front of him that curiosity could not allow him to leave alone.

There were monsters in the Dark Dimension.

There were monsters in his own universe.

And apparently some of them smiled.

More Chapters